emotions
feeling more emotional lately. vulnerability is not something i am used to. in a way it’s a nice change, it reminds me that i’m human and that i do have deep appreciation for what is in my life. vulnerability comes because of the knowledge of what comes next, i guess. knowing that this (and nothing) lasts forever is something i’m usually comfortable with… but in this instance, it’s the scariest and saddest thing. i guess it comes with a little unsettling feeling of situations i could have handled better and opportunities lost. but i only have five more months here so the mantra from now on is that everything is just how it should be and this is the best of the best. i guess you really never know what the journey looks like…but if the path be beautiful, why question where it leads?
